The Struggle of Leaving a Hiatus Behind

8.15.2015



















It's definitely been a while since I last posted. I hadn't planned on being gone for so long but life has a way of changing your plans for you.

Originally, I knew I wouldn't be doing any posting through the month of June because my summer classes had begun and the work load for my online classes were going to be intense because I was doing 12 weeks worth of learning in 6 week courses. These classes were also the last ones left before I finished my 120 credits so I wanted to make sure I focused on the work enough to succeed. Despite some misgivings in the beginning I did really well, better than I let myself hope I would. And the 6 weeks went by fast, while also dragging a bit. Overall, now the only thing I have left to do is solve some financial aid problems so I can officially pay off the rest of my tuition.

After finishing, though, it turns out I wasn't quite ready to return to blogging. Partly, because I started having some troubles with my anxiety. Since my grandmother's passing at the end of January, it has started to get the better of me, especially when I think about the future and how my life is going to go with all the changes that have happened this year. Change is often the catalyst of my anxiety, and it's been more severe these past few months than it ever was before. And when that happens, I start to avoid things, and my blog was one of them. But here I am, trying to work myself back into the swing of posting. However, I'll probably not post my typical 3-4 posts a week schedule as before, just to help keep things more relaxed.

I'm also thinking about a name change. While I thought Fiction Addictions was a clever name (and it's not a bad one), I've never been fully satisfied with it. Especially because I've seen one or two other blogs with similar versions. However, changing names is a big thing, so I've thought on possibly choices for a while now. Not to mention I'm not that good at coming up with interesting names so I definitely needed to take some time to come up with one I really like. The top choice, currently, is changing to Literaturesque.

It's simple and I connect with it more than I do with my current one. Since the use of -esque means "in style of" or "resembling" it better encompasses the fact that this blog, while the focus is on books, it will also (hopefully) have additional content to change things up. Such as sporadic personal update posts like these, posts about dramas (occasionally I need someplace to fangirl for the ones that get me emotional), music, anime, manga, and possibly other topics! 

Above is the possible header for the blog if I make the change! Nothing too different in style. So with this info, I ask if you mind sharing your thoughts or opinions? Even knowing it will ultimately be my choice, I would definitely appreciate some feedback.

How has everybody been?


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Hello!! I can definitely relate to this post! Senior year started two weeks ago and I could barely post now. I'm sorry to hear about your grandma :( losing a family must feel difficult but I hope you'll recover soon.

If you don't feel comfortable with your name anymore, I think you should go for it. A lot of bloggers including I have changed their blog names and most of them work out for the better :) I changed my blog name into Chapteriosity 6 months after I started blogging and I think it's the best decision I have ever made. I'm the only Chapteriosity around and so far I'm still loving my name. :) And Omg anime posts!! I would love to read them hahahhaa. <3 3
1 reply · active 502 weeks ago
Hi Kezia!! Yeah school definitely knows how to take over life when you think maybe can balance everything with equal attention. And thank you <3

I definitely didn't feel comfortable as fiction addictions anymore! Literaturesque may still encompass a blog about books I feel like it still left room for more while being nice and simple! I didn't feel that before. SO I WENT AHEAD AND CHANGED IT!! The change has definitely made me feel better about this space. Not sure why I was so nervous! For I probably started thinking about the change six months in as well...it just took me past my year of blogging to finally find something good LOL.

And haha I'll be look forward to your audience!! I might do a post about manga I'm currently reading soon actually, since I'm actually only watching one show at the moment versus multiple mangas. :)
I'm so sorry for your loss, and I hope your anxiety doesn't cause you too many troubles in the coming months! I know change sets mine off as well, so I hope nothing else crazy happens :)

Your name change is up to you! Ultimately it's what makes you happy and inspired for your blog!
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1 reply · active 502 weeks ago
Thank you Kayla!! <3 Hopefully it doesn't, I'm determined to beat it down when it tries! I mean look at me, waiting six months before going through with changing a blog name! Lol. But I officially did it. :D Thank you for stopping bye!
Absolutely sorry about your grandma, Alysia! *HUGS*

I just finished my classes at college too and gosh, it's such a relief isn't it? For me change has always been the thing that motivates me, as long as I'm one controlling it. ;) But yes, when you feel like you are losing control it can be insanely overwhelming. I hope the upcoming months are kind to you.

As for your name change - I LOVE IT. And you already know what I think of your design! Looking forward to your posts, Alysia!
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1 reply · active 502 weeks ago
Thank you Nuzaifa!

It's SUCH a relief to be done with classes even with some last minute stuff to do with the financial aid offices. That's actually a really good outlook for change!! I'll have to remember that in the midst of my change driven panic LOL.

THANK YOU!!! I'm so happy I finally found one I'm satisfied with. I look forward to having you here as well!
I'm so sorry for your loss and your rough couple of months. There's nothing wrong with letting something optional like blogging go for a bit and picking it back up when things settle down, as you obviously did. I'm glad you're handling everything, though. :) And congrats on finishing school!

I like the new name! I've definitely not heard anything similar, and I love the thought process. :)
1 reply · active 502 weeks ago
Thank you, Rachel!! It was definitely good to step back for a few months. And thanks again, I'm glad I didn't let nerves get to me and I went with the change!

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